Some people believe it’s a primal instinct for women to want to be pregnant. Not me. I never felt the urge to be pregnant and the thought of giving birth terrified me. Our plan was to have one and then adopt one. I tried for a few months to get pregnant and physically there was nothing stopping me, but it just wasn’t meant to be, at least for the time being.
When we decided to switch our plan to adopt first, I remember the relief. We were going to build our family, we got to choose the sex of our child, I didn’t have to be pregnant, and I didn’t have to give birth.
Fine by me!
Maybe you’re considering adoption because you’ve tried everything else and you’re worn out, or maybe you just don’t have the “need” to have a biological child. Either way, I feel like I’m in a prime position to get real on the subject since I have a child that is adopted, but I also have one that isn’t.
First things first:
If you’re thinking about adoption, believe that any kid can be your kid. Most anyone who has made the decision to adopt probably already feels that way, but for some adoption isn‘t a first choice, it‘s a last resort. I’m willing to bet, though, if you pull 100 families who have adopted, you will get very few who don’t feel that their kid is their kid. Sure, they may not have felt that way going in, or even when the kid was placed in their arms, but any kid you birth or adopt is going to feel foreign at first. I don’t care where they’re from or how they got to you. There’s a new person in your world and everything just changed, BIG TIME.
It is MORE than possible to connect with a child who is adopted. Someone else made and birthed my daughter, but if they walked past each other, they’d never know it. She’s my kid. Sometimes she will say something and it will be exactly what I was thinking, other times we will look at each other as we notice the same “funky smell,” and lately she has become extremely argumentative. When I brought that annoying behavior up to a friend of mine, he said “You know why she’s like that?…Because you are.” Lucky me!
Do your research. Check out lots of countries, including your own. I knew I wanted China because right around the time we decided to start a family, I had been reading a book called The Lost Daughters of China and I was obsessed. (I tend to get obsessive about things.) I HAD TO adopt a kid from China. My husband still made me look into other places, just to be sure, but China was the right choice for us.
Consider visiting the child’s place of origin when the time is right. Not all parents (or kids) will be able to do this. In fact, not all parents or kids will want to do this, but if it’s possible (and affordable) to one day take your child back to where he or she is from, I have to believe it will be a meaningful trip— and even more meaningful if it’s with you.[Sidenote: If you adopt within your country, a trip to their area is still a good idea. You can’t be like “Oh! We’re in Florida and he’s from Alabama. Same country! Off the hook!” NOPE.]
Don’t make your child someone she’s not. One of my best girlfriends adopted two amazing girls. We have very little background on either one of her girls because they were left (at different times) at a fire station. The older one has hair that definitely leans more towards the African American culture, but my girlfriend is Caucasian and has no idea how to “do” her hair. So you know what she does? She takes her daughter to a salon that specializes in African American hair.
Don’t be scared to adopt because the kid you get might have issues. Your kid will have issues. That’s because all kids have issues. Some issues, admittedly, are worse than others, so make sure everyone involved knows going in what you are and are not willing to accept. No one is judging you, and who cares if they are? You’re building your family your way. But once that kid is placed in your arms, you have to deal. You get what you get–same as it would be if you birthed the kid yourself. Plus, who’s to say that kid wouldn’t have issues?
Be open about the adoption from the very beginning. Talk about it. We refer to our daughter’s adoption a lot. We celebrate it and sometimes we even (GASP!!) joke around about it. I like that we openly discuss, as a family, our daughter’s life before we came into it. If you make it some big secret, it’s going to be one big secret and who needs that??
Don’t believe the hype. Forget the stereotypes. Your kid will be a product of you before you know it, so if you’re adopting from Russia, that doesn’t ensure that your kid is going to be a professional hockey player. If you’re adopting from Japan, that doesn’t mean your daughter will be obedient and/or have no sense of humor, and if you’re adopting from China, that doesn’t mean your kid will be good at math. (Or is that just our kid?)
I know as an adoptive parent I’m not supposed to say that we “rescued” our kid. We didn’t. We rescued each other. We are the family we are because of my daughter, and I love the family that we are. I will always strive to do more to connect her with her culture and heritage, but for the time being, she’s in a good place—and so are we…and yes, if it wasn’t us, she likely would have been matched up with a different family, but I think she did OK landing with us.
If not, at least she’s not alone, her little sister got screwed too.
Thanks for being here!
Fate at work!! Nobody says it like it is like you do ❤️
Can’t imagine her with anyone else…crazy, right?
Thank goodness she ended up with the Codens. If she was a pilgrim she’d have to wear an ugly dress and live in a box. xo
She’s not so thrilled with me right now either though.
I’m so sick of coats in the kitchen that I told them both if they don’t take their coats and put them where they belong they have to wear skinny jeans. I have busted them 3 times!! SKINNY JEANS FOR BOTH OF THEM! 3 DAYS!!! 🙂
Ann Collins says
Another great Blog..,…heart warming but realistic both your girls are fortunate. that their Mom has such a great sense of humor!! (a necessary thing if you’re going to be around to see them graduate) Hope Bruno is enjoying being a Coden! Enjoy Thanksgving ! 🙂
Thanks so much, Ann!!! Love seeing you here! Bruno is quickly becoming a Coden and we are loving him!!!! Thank you for checking in on him! He’s scrumptious!!!
Ann Collins says
Both of your girls are fortunate to have a Mother with such a good sense of humor, necessary if you ant to be able to enjoy their graduations (without the funny jacket) Hope Bruno is enjoying being a Coden..he has some big shoes to fill….Hugs to the girls <3
Ann Collins says
the extras are because I thought the first didn’t copy..:-)
The hair! OY VEY…the HAIR!!!! I have spent more money on her hair in eight years than I have spent on my own in my lifetime! I always say, someone else may have given birth to them, but they were born to be my babies! (Like the JBJ reference there?).
You know I love what you wrote, and I love that you said “WE” have no information. They are your babies too, Tusha!
Love that you caught that, “Julia”…so lucky to have you in my life. Thank you for everything you did to help me with this one. LOVE YOU!!!
Love the way you write about building your family and that you don’t preach about “saving” a child…….they save us don’t they? Love your writing as always and glad you were asked to share with such a large audience. Happy Thanksgiving to you all…..happy to celebrate my first with my baby!
I’m so excited for you, Shannon!!! Your first Thanksgiving with your baby!!!!
Thank you for the kind words. This Thanksgiving I will give thanks for YOU!!! You’re the best. I hope your holiday is amazing!! 🙂
Happy Thanksgiving! Good post. My oldest (bio) is 29 and we tried to have more kids for 10 yrs. before we decided if we were going to have more the old fashioned way wasn’t going to work. I really needed to have more children. The first time was S Korea the second time China because we had aged out of Korea. They are everything to us like their brother is. I love children period. I however don’t feel they were destined to be ours from the beginning of time like many other parents that have adopted. With our second adoption I had made a mistake on the dossier and instead of going to China in March we went in April. That month change meant a different child. I of course would have loved that baby as much as I love the daughter I have. I’ve had people say our daughters are so lucky. Maybe but I know there was an 18 month waiting list for our first daughter and China had and still has people lined up so I know that some family somewhere could have easily been Mommy and Daddy.
I totally agree that other people could have been mommy and daddy, but then your kid would be a totally different kid. It would be “their” kid. I love your story and I’m so happy you commented.
Thank you and I hope you also had a great TG!!